acid?

"Lost opportunities, lost possibilities, feelings we can never get back. That’s part of what it means to be alive. But inside our heads - at least that’s where I imagine it - there’s a little room where we store those memories. A room like the stacks in this library. And to understand the workings of our own heart we have to keep on making new reference cards. We have to dust things off every once in awhile, let in fresh air, change the water in the flower vases. In other words, you’ll live forever in your own private library." — Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore L Lawliet - Death Note
little devils / moi / le boyfriend

niteostyle asked: lovely blog :)

Thanks <3 

But I have a new one, so you should follow me here: http://www.strawberry-suns.tumblr.com/

For everyone I unfollowed…

I will be re-following you on a completely different blog. Just give me a little. I have 400 blogs that I’m following to go through to decide which ones I want to still follow.

Chill. =P

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I took acid tonight and I don’t remember half of what happened when I was actually tripping, but I know I felt like I kept going in a circle. Like I wasn’t going to get out of whatever rut I was in. I felt so insecure at the same time too, because I really didn’t know what was going on and I did not want to cling to my boyfriend for reassurance or say anything in front of my friends. Which I did. I had been crying outside and then we went into my friend’s room and watched lasers and listened to music, which I hardly remember. I remember some fractals and thinking I was going to die, but other than that there was not much to it. The walls had been melting and my mind was definitely altered a whole hell of a lot. All in all, it was a good experience. Definitely not what I had expected for 2 hits, but I will probably do this again with just my boyfriend when my birthday comes up in about a month. That or shrooms. Either way I’m pretty sure we’ll have a fairly decent trip ;) 

Oh yeah and guys, I’m probably re-making. Not that anyone really cares but if you want my new one when I do make it, like this post and I’ll do something about it.

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(via enflurane)